Good afternoon everyone! Hope you all always feeling good everyday..
Actually my mood can't changed easily, but sometimes I didn't understand my own feeling. I don't know why :(
In this pandemic, my company allowed me to work from home (WFH). So I went home to my grandfather's house from my boarding house because my parents don't have a house since they are married. Their parents didn't allowed them to build their own house because my mother is an only child. So, we live in this house together.
Back to the topic. As long as I WFH, I'm totally happy because this is the job I dreamed of. Just doing coding in front of my personal computer, I can lying in the bed when I'm tired, using T-Shirt everyday, etc. But sometimes I'm feeling lonely without real conversation with real friends, and this situation makes me more hikikomori because I can't going out. Honestly I rarely going out from home, but when I'm bored I often going out alone for refreshing such as department store (to buy skincare), movie theater, fast food restaurant, etc. And unfortunately I can't do that right now. Although this is a new normal and there are so many stores, movie theaters, parks is open but I'm still scared. My body actually too weak. I get sick easily so I guest my immunity is not strong enough so better to avoid going out.
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